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This was my outfit today, for those who would like to now 8-)
Soon im about to go and get the manuscript from the Film Pool Nord-guy.
Nervwrecking~~
I'll write again tomorrow if I get some time over, depending on how much I work on the script.
Hope everyone will have a good evening,

oyasuminasai!

Konnichiwa,

today I've studied some japanese. It was fun and I learned some new words and sentences. ^_^
I feel like im getting better each week, it makes me feel good. Usually I have a habit of quitting things that are to hard, but now since I havent quit - I can see the changes and that I've actually learned something this past year.
And soon the new Japanese course in town is starting up~
Looking forward as hell to that! I've been wanting to go there for some great deal of time now, about.. 2 years I think. But I couldnt go when the classes started, because of.. a certain situation.
But I really wish that back then, I would've made another choice and followed my interest.
But the good thing is that Im doing it now. ^__^!

I also got my package from China today.
This is what I bought:
The shoes from before - an extra pair just because I fell in love with them so much. Maybe I'll put the new ones on when I travel to Japan :)
And a pair of really hot stockings with roses on them.~

jaa, matane!

Yes -

today is the day that I became an iPhone owner.
Mmmm its a lovely day~~

Konnichiwa!

Im back from doing all my errands.
The audition was scary. But they will call me if they want me to come back and try out some dialogs. I really hope they do. It would be so fun to try out and act in a movie.

My dad is waiting for his iPhone. He is really disappointed that he hasnt gotten it yet - and so am I.
He were supposed to get it, like two weeks ago. But seems like it has gotten stuck somewhere in Sweden at some post office. Lame.

I know now who the murderer of Laura Palmer is!! GAH Twin Peaks is amazing. Truly! WATCH IT people!

Here are some cute pics of my cat who was playful today.

 

 

おはようございます！
どおですか？

わたしわげんきです。　いそがしいです。

Good morning!
How are you?
Im doing good, keeping busy. ^_^

Im of to the casting in a while - but first! .. my great coffé.
Then im gonna buy some stamps, make a few calls, watch some Twin Peaks, study some 日本　   ,deliver a CV, then maybe go down to my dads house and surf on the internet a while before Johan quits work.


ps, my cat just made a really weird sound.


じゃあね！

Konbanwa~~
Im meeting up with the manuscriptwriter-man, at Tuesday evening. I will pick up his notes for my script and hopefully, there are some good notes too, ehehhe..
Im looking forward to it, as much as I am nervous.

Soon my fiance will pick me up, and we will just take it easy and watch some tv.
I'll write when I get time over. Tomorrow I will be rather busy with different errands.
Im also going to see a casting in my town. They are looking for people to act in the new movie that will take place here, so I thought that I'd look into it.






good night~

Konnichiwa,

Me & my dad ordered some pizza and now we are watching at The Ghostwriter.
But, I dont think that the movie is something for me. There is to much politics in it >>..
I took some quick pictures today as it was raining. I just find the drops of water serene and beautiful in pictures, so I wanted to take some more.
I'll put up the others in a while. After the movie.

Take care~

Good morning everyone,

I started the day by watching another episode of Twin Peaks. Im now in the second season, and its getting Sooooo good!
Every episode is like Epic. I just.. Love the dialogs and the way they have directed the scenes. Its brilliant, I think.
If I ever get to direct anything of my manuscripts, Im gonna do something similar to David Lynch's directing. ^_^
Hehe..

Im gonna watch another episode now, while eating a Banana & a cup of coffé. Oishii!~~

Hi everyone again,

ive picked up my cat - who is now sleeping in the closet, deeply bedded in some towels. Looks really cosy, but I have no idea how he got up there.
I think that i've gotten a little eenzy teenzy bit addicted to coffé now while im unemployed. I just love the way it tastes, how warm and cosy it is.
Mmmm coffé~~


im listening to this wonderful music.
He is one of my favourites at Youtube, and I hope you will like his music as well. I listen to his music almost everyday.

Baaack from working hours.

Cleaned all the windows in the house - and let me tell you, they were filthy!
I think that there has come some sot, or ... well particles from the fire cabin that my dad has here. I think thats why the windows dripped of black substance when I wet them. :P
Now im gonna go get my cat from the cabin in Laxforsen and bring him here.

Ohayo~~

I just woke up, and I drove down to my dads place again.
Im drinking some coffé, eating a banana and a yoghurt. Its really good. ^__^

Its 9.13 am here now, so its pretty early.
Im gonna watch a episode of Twin Peaks and then do some work that I've promised my dad.
I'll update in a while --

Here is some pictures from a 100Yen shop. Mmmm cant wait until I can go nuts and by cheap cute things there!

 

Konbanwa~~

Its 19.52 now, and Im at my dads place still.
Im waiting for my fiance to give me a call so I can pick him up. I hope he calls soon, im getting sleepy here.
Hehe..

The snow is coming closer to our small cold town.
This picture tho, is taken I think.. last winter or this spring. Cant remember.

Good night!
Oyasuminasai!~~

Im trying out some new headers, so they will change after a while.
Im also gonna make a tribute Halloween-header when time comes!

Let me know what you think of the headers that comes up.
You like the other ones better? You want a new one? Etc.

Arigatou!

waaah I really want my iPhone now.
Its aeching in my fingers, I just want it. I want to be able and study japanese on all the amazing apps.
I want to not be scared that my phone is gonna break any moment.
Mmmm, soon. Soon.


Me and Johan has found a nice Ryoka in Tokyo to stay at during our visit there.
It has perfect location and cheap! - thats the best part. About 250Kr / night & person for a nice hotel. Really great!
If you want to check the place out for yourselves, here is the adress:
http://www.libertyhouse.gr.jp/

Ive started to watch the series, Twin Peaks.
Its quite interesting! All of the characters has something weird about them, so you can never pin down who you think is the murder of Laura Palmer.
Everyone is hiding something from someone and they have pretty cool dialogs as well I think. All have their own ways of moving and talking.
Yes. Its definitely a show to watch if you havent seen it already.

Konnichiwa!~Ohayogozaimasu!~

Genki desuka? How are you?

Im really happy today. ^_^
I've slept great, im having my morning coffé, im editing photos - Its all perfect.
I love my life right now. Gosh, I feel so lucky.

I didnt do much yesterday, did some studying on japanese and had a romantic night with my fiance before he is going to work extra. I love him so much, its incredible. And the funny thing is; He loves me back! Haha..
ah. im so corny sometimes.
Here are some ego pictures. I got a new sweater! Or, it was my fiances but he didnt want it anymore and I like it.
- and now: I love it!~

 

 

update again from Film Pool Nord :


He wrote again to me, and I quote: "One of the very best first manuscripts i've ever read!"

IM SO HAPPY! YAY! :D Im doing something right!!!

Konnichiwa!~

Today is a happy day! ^_^
The manuscriptwriter - guy, from Film Pool Nord, who's reading my script, wanted to get together sometime this weekend to discuss my script over a cup of coffé or beer.
Im getting really excited and nervous!!
But I am so happy still. I think it will go good, either way. If he doesnt like my script - I will just write it again. Its not that big of a deal, and I have other ideas as well. 
If he likes it - then perfect!
I am really excited - so I just had to write it down one more time.

Wieee!~

 

Konnichiwa everyone! ~

I went out on a quick ride to try and take some photographs.
There was alot of bushes and water, so I couldnt get through to get the shots that I wanted, but here are some.

This is the same spot as the other picture Ive taken here before.
remember this one?

It looks pretty different when its summer time vs winter/spring time, right?^_^

 

 

 

Oh jikes -- im not having a good day so far.

It seems like everything is going wrong - its stressing me out.
I just want to sleep and forget. ((>_>"))




Nature,
make me calm.

Konbanwa~

I went to the cematary, but I didnt really get inspired as I usually get.. maybe it was the growing cold for the wintertime, or the mosquitos swirling around my ears that did it...
I dont know..

But I took some that I liked. A bit gothic looking. I just wish that our local, and only, cematary, was a bit bigger.
When I get to Japan I am going to take lots of time visiting their graveyards and take some beautiful pictures.
Strange that my favourite thing to take photos of, is the Graveyard.
I just find them serene and beautiful.
My friend in China mentioned today, that its the Chinese Halloween today.
Just.. as a interesting thing to know. ^_^

 

Now im gonna study some japanese before I get to bed.
oyasuminasai.

Konnichiwa!
Here comes some photos I took this morning.
I got really inspired for some graveyard shots, so I might go there today if I can borrow a car later this afternoon.
Now im off to "work".


Hope you like my Fall Photography.

 

 

 

Ohh!!

While I went shopping for dinner, I stopped by to get the USB cable.
Here are some quick shots.
Im thinking of going to the cemetary and get some Fall-Shots tomorrow if the weather is good.

Kisse-Maja had it cosy on the soft cover.

 

. I bought a new bag at the armé shop. This bag is really a Map-Bag, but I thought that I could have my
japanese note books in it instead! I love the bag .

. the bag is just lovely .

 

Good Morning!

Whats up??
I got up some hours ago and I havent done much since then.
I thought that i'd take my computer with me and go to my dads house, and edit some photos I've taken. BUT i forgot my USB cable and cant find another one here, so I cant transfer the shots :((
Bummer right. That was the whole plan with going here, and I cant do it. sucksss..

Instead im gonna cook dinner and look at some hostel hotels in Japan, Tokyo.

But, since I havent got any new shots to show, I just thought I'd upload some old favourites of mine.
Hope you enjoy them, those of you who havent seen them.^_^

おはよう！

I have a thought...
People seem to want me to write things more in Swedish.
Are they many out there who wishes that I wrote things in swedish as well??

Jag har en tanke...
Människor verkar vilja att jag skriver mer saker i Svenska.
Är det många där ute som önskar att jag skrev saker i svenska också?

A great "thank you" or should I say, "Arigatou gozaimasu" to Jenny,  http://avogueidea.blogg.se , who has 'invited' me for a Blog Award!

Here are the rules about the award:
1. As the award winner, you shall copy the 'award picture' in to your blog to show that you have gotten it.
2. Say thank you, and link back to the one who gave the award.
3. Give the award to 7 other blogsisters/brothers.
4. and write 7 interesting things about yourself.

So, me.. (jikes this is already difficult) :

I've always been attracted, or interested in the occult. I've always felt somewhat... safer, within the dark stories, movies such. Might sound weird to those who dont know me, but thats the truth.

Im not good at many things - im clumsy and seem to be kind of weird at times.
But there is always been One thing in my life that I felt like I could say "I am good at this."
and that is Writing. I started to write early as a child.
I found out that I had alot of fantasy and imagination, and my cousins used to want me to Make a game to play as kids, because I always had a new game in mind.

For as long as I can remember, i've been addicted to Chips.
I used to eat maybe, 3 chips bags every week. (thank god that i've cut down on the eating, right.)

I am only 1.54cm tall. I may look taller in pictures, but sadly, they are just an illusion.

My newest hobby in life is to take pictures. I think its just another way to create something.
So, instead of writing or filming, I can create stillshots of different feelings. I love it.

I have my fiancé, Johan, whom I will love until the end of my life. ~

I hate my hair -- badly. I wish someone could just fix my hair so I dont have to feel bad about it anymore.
Can you fix it?? hehe..

There, 7 things about me.
The awards, I will give to the ones I read. I dont read alot of blogs, but here are the ones I continue to read:
Jenny - http://avogueidea.blogg.se/
Klaggen - http://klaggen.blogg.se/


Thank you!~

Konbanwa everyone,

I havent done much today. Simply taken it easy with sore legs (because of the work I did yesterday.) and studied some japanese. - and I really think im getting better!
I did a quiz today on 33 words and sentences from my new study book, and I only had 1 in correct answer. So, 32 correct! I dont think i've ever scored that high on a test. hehe..
I also got a learn how to write manuscript- book by the man who is in charge for Movie productions. ^^ (the man who can change my future for ever. that is.)
so, It seemed to be quite good! I've read so far like 20 pages, but I have alot to read still.

This is a cats necklace that I found at the store. The thing is, that I liked the colors so much I bought it for myself as a bracelet.  ^^ Just wanted to show the pretty colors.

wah -- im so tired.

I got back home a while ago from delivering the local newspapers.
It was harder than I thought.
But now i've done it, and I can get some extra money to Japan.

おはようございます！

Jeez - its so hot today! Im melting away!

A little update from the meeting - everything went fine! We talked about my script and my inspiration for it and such. He was very kind and calm so it made me feel better and not freak out if being to nervous.
He is now currently reading my script - and when he is done he will give me some notes on what to fix in the script.
When I've changed those, he will send the script directly to the man who can make my dreams come true. If he likes it, I  might get my movie made! ~
Its so awesome!
-- but
I know I might be dreaming too. But, I have to stay positive. I have nothing to lose anyway. ^_^
I'll just keep on writing my scripts. Now that I got a contact, things might happen at anytime.

Im studying japanese today and later on I will deliver some local papers for the first time.
Hope I dont mess things up with my clumsiness.

here are some lame pictures that I've taken long long time ago - they havent been edited since Im not at my own computer with photoshop.

Hello again,

So I got many things to say - I think.
First, I havent had internet and computer, so I havent been able to stay online much the last week.
Then I've also made dinner to some friends as Fanny will leave town to go back to her school - sort of like a good bye dinner. It was great.
Later on, I got really really sick. First I didnt think it was bad, but I got more weak and more pain after each day, until the day came where I couldnt move anything without screaming.
SO that lead to me getting to the emergency room about one hour from my town, to fix my condition.
I was to be on bed rest during the weekend but I got to go home after one night at the evening.
I got back home at Saturday night, and im getting better.

- but here's the good news.
Today I got a call from Film Pool Nord, where they mentioned a letter i've sent to them about my horror manuscript. He fixed me to go to a meeting with a influencial writer in my town, who will help me get somewhere with my movies and such.
I cant ever tell you all how happy that makes me. I've tried for so long to get someone to read my scripts, and tomorrow I got the meeting that might change my life forever.
Wish me luck??

Hello again,

So I got many things to say - I think.
First, I havent had internet and computer, so I havent been able to stay online much the last week.
Then I've also made dinner to some friends as Fanny will leave town to go back to her school - sort of like a good bye dinner. It was great.
Later on, I got really really sick. First I didnt think it was bad, but I got more weak and more pain after each day, until the day came where I couldnt move anything without screaming.
SO that lead to me getting to the emergency room about one hour from my town, to fix my condition.
I was to be on bed rest during the weekend but I got to go home after one night at the evening.
I got back home at Saturday night, and im getting better.

- but here's the good news.
Today I got a call from Film Pool Nord, where they mentioned a letter i've sent to them about my horror manuscript. He fixed me to go to a meeting with a influencial writer in my town, who will help me get somewhere with my movies and such.
I cant ever tell you all how happy that makes me. I've tried for so long to get someone to read my scripts, and tomorrow I got the meeting that might change my life forever.
Wish me luck??

jikes -- its been a long time since I've updated.


But I have good reasons for it too.
I will tell almost everything later when I have my own computer with pictures.




bye~

The other day I started reading from my Edgar Allan Poe book, and one of the stories Ive read so far is "The black cat". I think that I've read it before, but it was just a interesting as I thought it was then. Mysterious and lovely with ye old english.

Today I also got a job! My first job that I got with my own ambition and interest - its not a big job... just dealing out some local papers - but still: I am very proud of myself and it gave me the courage to continue my job hunt.


and with Edgars' novel in mind, here is my own Black Cat.

so -- get this.

Today when I was walking home to my fiances apartment, I got to thinking about stuff thats on my mind.
Like, "Will I get a job?" - "Should I apply for a school or not?" - "What is my next step in life?"
and heres when the pretty cool thing happened.
I found this puzzle piece just lying in front of my feet. It could just be coinsidence, but im a person who believes in the bigger things in life, like magic or destiny.
I just got the feeling that whatever I choose in life - it will all fit perfectly. Just like the last puzzle piece of a jig saw puzzle.
No worries.

It was pretty cool.

Hello everyone!

Sorry that I havent been updating much lately.. >>
I've had much to do and not being able to be near internet and such - means that I cant update.

Anyway - this weekend was fun.
Dinner with old friends and such, was very nice.
Then yesterday we went to visit my dad and relatives in the woods where they stayed to fish over the weekend.
There was so many mosquitos - they almost drove me mad.

I forgot the camera at home tho... which made me SO sad. There was so many things that I wanted to show to you all, but.. well, yeah. I couldnt.

Soon im going to go to my grandmas house to eat some home mad bakery and drink some coffé. ^_^

Good Morning again~


gosh, im so tired.
It was a hard night tonight. It was so warm, a fly had gotten in the room and flew around-around all the time.
My fiancé got thirsty. I got a really bad nightmare.
- you see, it was all so much waking up all the time. >>

So now im tired. I wonder how my day's gonna turn out.. :P
Soon im off to another errand that I couldnt do yesterday  - hopefully I can forget about it today.
Then im gonna leave the car to Johans sister, then im gonna walk home and study some more japanese and such I think. Maybe write a little on my manuscript.

So,
ki o tsukete!

Good Morning!

Yesterday was pretty great. :) It was so nice meeting my friend after so long time.
We talked most of the time, catching up - and we also did some tarot readings. ^^
I was invited for dinner at saturday, so most likely I'm gonna see her and two of my other friends. It would be nice anyway.
I just woke up and i've made a Smoothie again - it feels so good waking up with such nice 'breakfast'. Hehe..
But now its raining. Its not as nice of  a weather as yesterday (as you can see in the picture I took.).

.Ki o tsukete!.

Konbanwa!~
Updates pictures from today :)

Ohayo!!
Im so happy today. Since I dont have to go to work - I just wasted a few hours more in bed before I got up.
And when I got up - I made a smoothie as breakfast. Wow, im living my morning as a Queen. ehehe.
AND the sun is up! I thought that i'd be raining as hell today but the sun is shining! I will have a nice walk back home. :) Maybe take some pictures.

Anyway, soon im going to go do some errands and then home and study some japanese I think :)
Its going to be great!


Bye~

~ I made some chocolate balls this week.
Of course, I messed up the first two tries, but at my third try; I got it right! ^_^

Tonight im going to make some Smoothies and watch The Wedding Singer.
Its a great movie, I think. So since I just worked my last day at work today, again, Im going to take it easy as hell tonight. :)
Sleep in tomorrow - then deal with all troubles.
Oh! And im gonna hang out with my school friend tomorrow afternoon. I havent seen her in a long time, so I bet it'll be fun. Might take some photos if I remember ^^


bye~


.chocolate balls with both cocco-sprinkles and sugar on the other ones.

I am so... tired.

Lucky for me, there is a nice movie on tonight. yaaay me.





i want to go home and sleep.

((>>)) ...zzz

Hi everyone!

Sunday today - lovely.
We are going to the fleemarket soon so Im in a bit of a hurry.  I will upload some more things later sometime,
but here is the one picture I had time to edit before I leave.
I took this at friday when the fog came over Kiruna. There are gravestones there as well. Its a tourist spot actually, beside the church.